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Let’s get this straight I’m not weird, the preferred word to use would be unique.
Hey I know I’m anything but your normal average school girl.
I don’t try to be pretty and I don’t try to be a tomboy.
I’m not really a tomboy, I mean sure I like to use my fists whenever I get the chance but I’m not one to actually act more… tomboyish?
I’m not an emo either, if you ever call me and emo I will rip your head off pour acid down your throat, staple your head to your back so you can watch me kick your arse then I’ll stuff you and keep you in my living room for a trophy.
I believe you’ve got the hint.
Let’s get this out the way, you never give me a label I hate labels! I don’t want to be given a label when I’m just being who I am. I’m just me I’m not an emo, I’m not a Goth, I’m not a gangster, I’m not a geek, nerd maybe but you get the point.
The only reason I’ll call my self a nerd is for the fact that I don’t feel like failing every subject and screwing my life up cause I couldn’t be bothered to study and work hard for my school life which is only twelve years count that onto an entire life time and it’s nothing, shitting up in school is gonna fuck you around for the rest of your pathetic life so get off your fat arse study or you’ll be screwed for life!
Now off that.
I love anime. Anime is my passion I can’t live without it. Not having anime would destroy my entire personality, turning me into a norm. I draw anime, I watch anime, I make anime music videos (amv), I love anime characters and I love reading and writing anime fan fiction.
Now in stupid Girly Girl land that makes me a freak, the odd one out.
I have no idea why but for some reasons some people don’t even know what anime is now that gets me pissed. Not for the fact I care but if someone claims to be my friend and have at least the slightest knowledge about me they should at least know I love cartoons as they like to call it. Don’t call it a cartoon that’s to Americanized screwing my love for Japanese anime around.
Okay I love the Japanese culture all together anyway.
Now off Anime my love for Russia.
I’m not as obsessed as Melissa since I love anime more than that country but I still absolutely adore Russia.
Not that I’m copying Melissa but I love their culture, landscape and the people.
And I love their language! It’s beautiful, especially with their music.
I’m a huge fan of t.A.T.u and Vitas now I know even more Russian singers and such but they are my favorites.
Now my music I love, I love Japanese rock (J-rock) I love the J-rockers, bands such as Der En Grey & Le De Quartz even though Le De Quartz broke up I still love the band members. Gackt, Miyavi (now Miyavi), Hyde & Daigo.
Okay off music a little more about my personality, well I’m angry, happy, annoying, hyper, quiet, loud, shy and outgoing. Now if that doesn’t make sense I’ll tell you what it means. It means that I change moods and reactions to the people I’m with.
Some people I can be loud, annoying, aggravating, funny and obnoxious.
Then with others I’m quiet, shy and as people seem to call me...Cute...
I mean what the hell do I look cute and cuddly to you well I probably do to some I mean why else would I get the nickname Bear from anyway.
The thing is it depends on you and what time of day it is and what mood I’m in.
Now to my glaring problem,
I cannot help it if I glare! I don’t know weather I’m glaring. If you see me glaring at you (and I happen to consider you at least a half decent human being) then I either have a headache or I’m tired or even maybe the sun in my eyes. Even on days I might be pissed and just be angry at the world so it’s best to just piss off or pretend I’m not angry. Now it really depends on the people I’m around like my friends I’m normally happy to be around them so I act the way I do. Now Aida always says I’m so quiet but no offense Aida but you never let me have a word in anyway.
I still like you Aida but you can really drive me insane some times.
Not just with you Aida but with everyone I can sometimes just want to scream “shut the fuck up!” okay and never tell me I’m stupid people you know how hard it is to not beat the crap out of someone who annoys me. I don’t try to get A’s I try to pass that’s all I care about passing.
Another thing about me is that it’s hard to gain my trust. I barely trust anyone.
Okay I trust Melissa, I trust people on the internet, people who are like me the have things in common with me. But I find it hard to trust people with secrets or anything like that. I’ve had bad experiences okay.
Never trust a person who gossips; never trust a person who’s way to quiet and never trust me if I don’t like you. If I hate you secretly and you tell me a secret I’m going to be like in 5 minutes later “hey guys guess what so and so said oh and get this”
Now off that.
The type of people I hate.
Sluts, skank’s & slags: oh fucking hell wear some fucking clothes you stupid bitches and stop sleeping with anything with two legs!
Pricks, bastards & arseholes: oh shut up shut up shut up, get a bloody life don’t insult me cause it does no fucking shit, okay if I go and complain to a teacher it’s cause I like revenge and the best revenge in school is squealing, that way if I don’t say anything back then I can’t get pissed at by a teacher and on my permanent record.
And if you think your cool by insulting me you aren’t you’re a fucking loser who I really don’t give a flying fuck weather you live or die so fuck up!
Just reached teens and up the duff: well don’t complain if you have sex and your pregnant it’s stupid if you think oh no I wont get pregnant cause I’m on the pill and we use a condom, well I have good news! Good for me bad for you! Taking the pill isn’t a hundred percent guaranteed protection, some women get pregnant while their on it and even when they also use condoms so if you don’t want a baby then don’t have sex.
Homophobes: what’s the point of hating someone just because they are gay, I don’t fucking get it. They have nothing to do with you so just lay off them. I don’t care what religion you are (heck even I’m Christian) how can you hate them? You might be best friends with them for years but once you find out that they are attracted to the same sex you hate them, what the hells up with that! I support gay marriage because it doesn’t concern me whether or not they are getting married to the same sex it’s not like their marrying you is it! And they don’t have to get married in a church do they?
So just fuck up! It’s not like they are asking you to join in or anything. Hey I know some gay people, being kicked out just for being gay is stupid!
I just had to have my say since I do know some homophobes who piss me off.
Your not so fucking perfect yourself you know!
Well that sums up me why I’m unique and not weird now I honestly don’t care about your stupid opinions just so long as I don’t have to hear about it.
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